Heels

What I described as an illusory thought in 2020 is now reality.

In 2020 I wrote about a colleague who I envied because she always came to the bank so chic in jeans and pumps and how much I would like to do the same. (Girl's night no 1). But in the very next sentence I described it as an illusory thought. Not only that, I was absolutely convinced of it. That's why the photo was taken of the two of us in pumps on our first girls' night out. It was my first trip to the local area and I definitely didn't want to take public transport so I rented a car especially for that.

Today I had rented a car too. Today I was wearing pumps, not black but blue, but classic pumps, similar to the ones I had always eyed Anja's with envy. But today I had the car because I had something to transport and not because I wanted to be unseen.

There are still the pumps: The idea that was so illusory in 2020 to follow Anja's example and go to the bank in pumps - today it was reality! OK, I wasn't wearing jeans 😊, but if the two girls had made a bet with me back then, I would have lost it today and believe me, I would have bet a lot that it would never happen.

But today it wasn't just that the supposed illusion became reality. Today felt good, it felt right and above all it felt completely normal, even if I had to think about back then, which ultimately inspired me to write this entry.

I'm sure there will be one or two similar moments.

Until then - thanks for following!

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Nicole