I've been pursuing my passion for around 40 years now, so have I ever been caught, as you might imagine? At home, dressed up because you think you're alone and then your parents, girlfriend or wife come home and you don't have a chance to change, let alone remove your make-up? No, fortunately that has never happened to me. Although, was it real luck? Sure there were a lot of daydreams about it, but I don't think it really would have helped. I think the internet as it is today would certainly have helped, but not a situation like this.
But that doesn't mean that uncomfortable situations didn't arise.
My first wife found pictures I had taken of myself and learned about my "double life". This was followed by the logically intensive questioning, including heavy allegations. After I explained to her at length that I had done it all by myself and that nobody else was with me to take the pictures or anything else, she took it easy. The most embarrassing situation was in Luxembourg, where I was once, very late in the evening, on a walk, stopped by the police in my tights and skirt and asked about my strolling around in this outfit.
I think you understand that after this experience I was healed from such excursions for a while. But as with the whole topic, this interruption was of course just an episode and I always found myself again walking outside in the dark. However, I spent most of the time in my own four walls and it was still a long time before I dared to go out into the street in the light. Without appropriate help from a very special person in my life.
Luxembourg, alone and tempted!
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